Maybe,I didn't care

I was expected to be prepared for this day.

I had to fulfill minimum criteria of what was expected from me.

I didn't want to.

I was laid back and inconsiderate about what i was doing.

How could I be so careless?

I didn't know.

It's not that i failed.

It was more like 'I didn't try'.

Why didn't i try?

I didn't care.

Why?

It was bad today.

I was at my worse this morning.

Why didn't I still don't feel bad?

Was I that hopeless?

I got a chance and i screwed it up.

I was silly.

I could have done better.

At-least,i could have done something.

I have let people down.

I wish i was not such an idiot.

I used the GPS on the phone to reach a particular location.

I was looking for something different in my life.

Maybe I should have gone to Hyderabad for a vacation last Friday.

I bought myself a strawberry milkshake.

I don't know what was wrong.

Actually,I did know that i was wrong inside.

I was silly and stupid.

Life is complex.

I don't know if anything good will ever happen to me.

Maybe,I should start learning.

Maybe,I should learn to grow.

Maybe,just maybe.