Kriti Diary Page

Can anyone be ready for back to back failures?

Failing to prepare is preparing to fail.

I am learning.

I want to grow.

God helped my friend by telling him that he's growing.

I wish he grows.

I am not getting what i want in life.

I am dwindling.

I am weakening up.

I am searching for happiness.

At this point in my life,a change can provide that.

I wish life was not this hard.

Maybe,i could concentrate and work on what's required to be done.

I want to help out in work.

I want to be able to understand the criticality of the tasks we are doing.

Everyone thinks that i am worthless.

Everyone considers me a sensitive doll whose task is to look pretty.

Sad part is,I am not sure if they are right.

-Kriti

Maybe,I didn't care

I was expected to be prepared for this day.

I had to fulfill minimum criteria of what was expected from me.

I didn't want to.

I was laid back and inconsiderate about what i was doing.

How could I be so careless?

I didn't know.

It's not that i failed.

It was more like 'I didn't try'.

Why didn't i try?

I didn't care.

Why?

It was bad today.

I was at my worse this morning.

Why didn't I still don't feel bad?

Was I that hopeless?

I got a chance and i screwed it up.

I was silly.

I could have done better.

At-least,i could have done something.

I have let people down.

I wish i was not such an idiot.

I used the GPS on the phone to reach a particular location.

I was looking for something different in my life.

Maybe I should have gone to Hyderabad for a vacation last Friday.

I bought myself a strawberry milkshake.

I don't know what was wrong.

Actually,I did know that i was wrong inside.

I was silly and stupid.

Life is complex.

I don't know if anything good will ever happen to me.

Maybe,I should start learning.

Maybe,I should learn to grow.

Maybe,just maybe.

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I don't know

I don't know what I am doing.
I don't know where I am going.


I don't know what's right.
I don't know what's wrong.

I don't know anything anymore.

I am struggling with life at the moment.

I am making adjustments.

I am learning.

I am taking a step ahead in one direction.
I am taking 2 steps backwards.

I don't know where I am going.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't , know