Confused and fearful about the future

My new company's director is a good soul.He appreciates people and never misses a chance to make a good conversation.Although,he is a veteran technical guy ,he tries to take interest in the common interests and liking of fellow employees.I feel some pressure at times because of the company and profile change.I also have a lot of fear about the same.People improve their salaries and improve their profiles.I somehow got demoted even though my salary increased.It feels like a greedy decision.I could have stuck around the good profile and decent money but i went for the wealthier job.I am not liking it.I think i might begin to like the work but i have concerns and fear about my future.Is it good for me?What is the best decision for me?Did i take the wrong risk?All this hurts me.The change is much to handle.I am not a people's person.I have ego issues and don't even know how to talk nicely.I come across as rude and condescending.I am Sorry if i have hurt anyone intentionally or unintentionally.I am just a confused personality trying to find my way around the world.I have fears,hopes and dreams.I don't know the answers to most of the questions in my head.I just have to take one day at a time.I hope i will be fine.You will be fine.May peace be upon all of us.

This is how i feel

I am mainly a lazy person but i try to help.I think i rest more than fellow people.I want to focus on something and then make it better.It is hard.I am going to focus on one thing and make it work.I have recently switched office and haven't got the hang of the environment.I find myself confused and fearful of the people.People seem amicable but also intelligent.I find it intimidating.I have switched from coding profile to cloud MS engineer profile.I don't know if it was a wise decision but the mere thought panics me.I can't do much about it at this second.It would be foolish.I want to focus on work and grow.I find it tough to communicate with people.Maintaining eye contact is also tough.I am shy.I have been an introvert most of my life.I just wish i could talk to people and be honest with God.